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| Yeah so i haven't been on here for a while...thought about just shuttin it down,but w/e.Like any one reads these anymore anyways lol.yup so how times change.sOoOoO many thing have i taken for granite,and lost out.Cla was pretty much my worst enemy,but it gave me some of my best friends.Now that i don't go to cla any more life seems so much more..real,like for instance, you dont' need to worry about wear stupid polo shirts or the stupid fuckin pants.Dam You Mr.Lindstrom.LIFE IS SO BEATIFUL...live it for the moment, You won't get any where if you don't take chances.Get suspended,Go joy riding,get totally wasted ..and dont' worry, love-love,and live life. We got one shot at this bitch of a life,and it's completly up to you how u use it....SOO CHALLENGE SOME ONE!!! GET IN THEIR DAMN FACE AND TELL THEM THEY ARE WRONG....Don't parade around,and follow others. wEn I die i don't care if i'm remembered wat so ever...i just want to be able to say i lived....Well tats it Enough of my melancholy banter....i'm so done..
Carpe Diem... | | |
| You ever go back to something you really miss,and then once you get there you realize you don't miss it at all.. ..Yeah thats pretty much how i felt in cla today...yeah maybe i really wasn't supposed'd to be there,and the fact that i was there and nobody kik'd me out was really sweet.But my dear friends in cla,For those of you who care....I must that i really don't miss you guys at all(with an exception of a select few).Every one is stuck up and retarded.You guys are pathetic,I saw all of the different types of sterotypes and it makes me sick.....No wonder y so many ppl left...They way you separte yourselves into your little clicks is way worse then it is even in a public school......You guys are horrible examples to live by...My advice for you is let down your gaurd....talk to some one you would never talk to....Seniors talk to a freshman.....Hispanics talk to a prep.....Be social....you guys complain about how bad your school is but you do absolutely nothing to fix the problem.....Good luck with your "Christian" Lifes | | |
| i'm gettin baptized on sunday sweet stuff come if you want the address is 2505 N. Ringwood Rd, McHenry IL, 60050 aight thats about all!! | | |
| ok right now i'm in my french class we are doin online stuff but i've already finished all of it and so i have nuthin to do!! i can't call sarah untill later tonight so i hope she goes on and read this! i love you baby and i was thinkin of you all day. but i've gotta go becuz da teacher is coin so yeah ttyl then sarah!!~i love you sarah and i always will!~~ | | |
| hmm.....sleep refuses to come....... and i sit and realize how many enemies i've made over the years..all those i could have choosen to just be a tiny bit nicer to..those people i could have said hi to just to be freindly....but instead i insist upon pushing things away from me...how clear these things become when the mind is tired.....and now? now i have but one true freind...my girlfreind sarah...depressing?no, disappointing?no,confusing? beyond a doubt......my obnoxious,hyper previous manifestation is gone,but still i push ppl away....i'm sorry sarah because i know i've done it to you....and i thank you for standing the push...and for standing the full out shoves...i'm so thankfull that i've meet the one person i hate shoving the one person i'll actually back down to....my love?with out a question.My freind?Never thought about it twice.My wife?Why bother asking? cuz i already know the answer...Duh...yeah.Well.....i don't know...life seems so distant,life is nothing other then what you want it to be....so make you desicions wisely...make freinds...keep them close..because the freinds you refuse to make to day are the ones who are slamming you tommorrow.. depressing,and questionable?yup.True?you better believe it...~josh. i love you sarah..i'm sorry i push a lot..i hate it....i'm prayin over it...and a second prayer wuldn't hurt. | | |
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